She ain't Alive

The person that I was is already dead.

She was passion, she was cheer, but she's no more here. 

She was craze, she was fun, but you'll never see her around. 

She loved life from every bit, but now I've killed all of it.

So now the person that you knew has gone too far.

Don't be sorry​, for you did nothing to tear her apart. 

Unrequited love and friendship was the truth of her life,

But don't you worry, she won't bother you for she ain't alive...

How She'll Lose Herself

"I will go silent some day. 

I won't be chatty anymore.

I will be calmer and wiser.

I'll subside everything that ​impacts me.

I will be indifferent.

I will be prettier. I will be wittier and smarter.

I will be more acceptable to you.

Because I'm building my own tomorrow with the learnings and remains of yesteryears.

And when I reach there, don't come to me and ask me to be the same person again, for I will forget how I am now and that self will be gone forever."

So said the girl who once lived valiantly, as she now fell prey to the need for being accepted!